Thursday, June 2, 2011

list. 4/365

3 am wake up
browsed internet
cereal at 6
chat with dad
back to sleep till 9
hash brown & water
chat with mom
short walk
adressed thank you letters
mowed the lawn
unloaded dish washer
reloaded dish washer
unloaded dryer
reloaded dryer
repeat
unloaded washer
reloaded washer
repeat
made tea
veggie chips, animal crackers, & water
short walk
played basketball
chat with parents
short nap
pizza & water
chat with cousins
itunes purchases
S&U website purchase
tumblr
youtube
facebook
chat with kathleen
now dennis the menace
sleep

list. 3/365

wake up
waffles
shower
brush teeth
baby sitting
home
kathleen
panera
pet land
barnes and noble
home
sleep

short yet long day.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

list. 2/365



wake up
shower
brush teeth
tumblr
photoshoot
selby
nathaniel green park
forest
abandoned house
beans & root beer
doctor who episode three; the unquiet dead
talked to eva
seen and unforeseen business
hamburger & coca cola
4 hour nap
sleepless nights

list. 1/365




awakened
waffles & water
movie in parents bed
shower
park
vintage stock
home
doctor who; episode 1 rose.
talked to hannah
tumblr
daddy day care
veggie chips & sweet tea
lauren fairweather chat room
doctor who; episode 2 the end of the world
long walk
4 bread rolls & sweet tea
pringles vlog
short run
the secret life of the american teenager
youtube
tumblr
facebook
wizard rock
journal

feeling: alone
music: forever together - ministry of magic

because in the end you'll have someone. they'll always be there. thick & thin. don't fret.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

It's only the beginning.



This morning started off roughly as I went to the gas station down the road to fill my car up at 6:45 am hoping to beat the 7 am traffic. I could have cried as I realized how much money I had spent on gas, such a waste. I did end up beating the traffic as I drove back to my house to continue getting ready for school, only to realize my mother had left, leaving me locked out of our house. Of course, I didn't have my garage door opener, a house key, or my phone, leaving me with the one option to drive to school and get a garage door opener from my mother. I guess it wasn't a huge deal considering I live 15 minutes away from my school, but It was just a hassle and stressed me out as I had just filled my car up and now I had to waste some of that gas. Other than that little ordeal, I had an alright day. I focused mainly on my 8 page bible paper that is due friday, I've hit seven pages, almost done!

When I got home I went straight to my computer and logged on facebook only to find that my good friend Audrey had posted a link to the new deathly hallows part two trailer. My heart skipped a beat, knowing I wasn't ready to watch it, I ended up working on my paper for a few hours and returned to the interwebs to watch the trailer. I can honestly say that I'm not fully ready for this movie, I was hardly ready for the trailer. I mean, I'm so excited to see the movie, but I just feel like a piece of me will be missing after this movie is released. I know that the Harry Potter fandom will continue on for a long while, but I'm still terribly anxious, nervous, and emotional about the final installment. I just need to keep it in my mind that this isn't the end.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

21 days to break my chains.


Today during a lecture in a business class I sat in on the speaker talked about habits.
He said "It takes 21 days to break or make a habits." For some reason this really stuck with me.
There are several different habits I plan to break this summer, for instance being lazy, no exercise, and my fear of making videos. All of these habits are holding me back in some way and have chained me down in different aspects of my life. I plan to create several good habits and tear down the terrible ones. 21 days to break my chains.

I've decided that I want to start blogging again, mostly because I like to copy my friend Eva. I can't help that she inspires me in every aspect of my life. She's such a joy to have in my life. Forever thankful for her.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Insecurity.

I can't seem to find it within myself to be secure and happy with the way I look. Usually girls are the ones who go through the whole self conscious thing. I know it's a rare thing for a guy to be insecure, but I am. I'm constantly thinking about how I can improve the way I look. I've found that I spend to much time in the mirror pointing out the flaws in my face. I have zits on my forehead and chin, my neck has skin that hangs that appears to be a double chin, my eyes have a light blue circles around them, I hate my moles, I hate the niche in my nose, and I hate my lips.

How do you overcome insecurities? How do you forget everything and begin to love yourself for who you are?